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We are so lucky and happy :-)

Do you guys know how happy you are? I realized it just today cause as many of you probably know that I am an altarboy. Today I was on a funeral of a young father aged 31. I know his son from elementary school. His fother died and I was a in the cemetery looking at him and trying to feel his pain and I have to say that some moments I was so close to cry I was doing my best not to cry. But than It came. The boy who I dont know so good even he is not my close friend just started to cry and me too.… Continue

Added by Nikolas Rybar on November 20, 2009 at 1:30pm — No Comments

Dear You-Know-Who

Growing up, my mom/grandma always told me not to use the word "Can't". They would say, "There is no such thing as can't". But, I can't. The "facts" that I have made into reality can not be replaced. First step. OK. The time, tonight, I could have did what we talked about that one night long ago.... No. I was the same. Did the same thing. I can not, do it. "Can't" is not an excuse but a reason. A messed up reason, but a reason all the same. I am sorry. Hell, I think I am apologizing mo… Continue

Added by Gianina Horton on November 16, 2009 at 11:46pm — No Comments

sorry guys

my life is on pause. i have to rebuild myself for the millionth time. when i'm near finished i'll let you know. i'm sorry so so sorry i love you Continue

Added by Tori Lyn'ne Maddux on November 15, 2009 at 2:28pm — 3 Comments

13 Friday

The life makes strange stories. If you fell you are happy, you have got good life... BOOM! you are sad and you feel your life is a couple of #@x!. And that what always happen with me. When I felt I was happy, I felt everything was alright, I loved a girl and she loved me and BOOM! I angry with my parents, my girlfriend broke with me and i feel my heart is broken and I know i am very depressed and a just asked a simple question... WHY? why always the good people suck? there are lot of bad people… Continue

Added by Forika Daniel on November 14, 2009 at 2:30pm — 2 Comments

I am lost in darkness of nothing.

Spend all your time waiting for that second chance for a break that would make it okay, there's always one reason to feel not good enough and it's hard at the end of the day .I need some distraction, beautiful release.. memory seeps from my veins let me be empty and weightless and maybe. I don´t wanna be strong today I am lost in this world , so tired to be bold. So tired to be human. I need some release something what will make me warm because these days are very cold. Dark and cold.The worst c… Continue

Added by Eva Didiasova on November 12, 2009 at 9:52am — 1 Comment

Thoughts

Sitting alone in my room and listening to Bl song.. I can not think of my memories. The wake up kids and funny the it is songs remind me of the big change in my life. Playing the fool is cool, but I think I just put my mask on... a mask of a joker.... I try to pretend my sadness, loneliness, emptiness. sometimes i wish not to reclaim the basic resources....I have never thought that It will be so difficult.... it is difficult especially cause my BL family is far from me.... I count the days that… Continue

Added by Nikolas Rybar on November 11, 2009 at 5:32am — 3 Comments

Big Challenge of George

Hi bold pals , I have big adventure in front of me . I will be representing my country in World Thaiboxing Championships in Bangkok,Thailand ! It starts 27.11. , but I am flying to Thailand in six days from now - on Saturday 14.11. and I will be living and training in one camp in Ubon - it´s sleepy metropole of the poorest east part of Thailand .Trainings there are gonna take about 5-6 hours each day , so I hope it will help and prepare me in the best possible way .Flying tickets and taxes are p… Continue

Added by Juraj Vozar on November 8, 2009 at 2:20am — 7 Comments

Tears are Salty

Gia: Tears are salty. Nina: Especially when there are many. Gia: Elaborate? Nina: Three words: Fast for Darfur Gia: Good or bad? Nina: Bad. Gia: About Darfur, Sudan? Nina: No. About lack of being heard by those participating in the fast. Gia: Dang. Nina: I know. Gia: Last year doing the fast? Nina: yup Gia: And it sucked? Nina: Yup Gia: Sorry Nina: No worries. What's done is done. Time to move on. The end Continue

Added by Gianina Horton on November 8, 2009 at 12:34am — 1 Comment

Stanislavski

Stanislavski Method: The system is the result of Stanislavski's many years of efforts to determine how a human being can control in performance the most intangible and uncontrollable aspects of human behavior, such as emotions and artistic inspiration...The system is based around an actor being "in the moment" but always staying one step away from complete belief. (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Stanislavski_Method) The Stanislavski M… Continue

Added by Alex Wood on November 1, 2009 at 1:00am — 1 Comment

INTERVIEWS FROM HUNGARY!!!!!! KINDA IMPORTANT PLEASE!!!

HEY YA'LL SO FIRST OF ALL MISS Y'ALL VERY MUCH!!!AND I THINK I NEED TO SEE YOU GUYS SOON!!!TO SPILL OUT ALL THE STRESS ETC.. BUT FIRST I HAVE MY 4000 WORD ESSAY DUE FRIDAY oCTOBER 30TH, AND I WROTE ABOUT THE ROMA IN HUNGARY!!...BUT IN ONE OF MY PARAGRAPHS I AM DISCUSSING ABOUT THE INTERVIEWS THAT WE HAD IN THE EMABSSY IN HUNGARY!!!..I WAS WONDERING DOES ANYONE HAVE THE INFORMATION OF THE GUYS THAT WE INTERVIEWED?? OR DID ANYONE TAKE NOTES??..BECAUSE I DID I JUST HAVE MISPLACED THEM TEMPORARLY..… Continue

Added by Dinorah Avendaño on October 27, 2009 at 8:19pm — 5 Comments

Cholocae Cookie

"Ok. Give me a sec Glovinsky. Let me look over it real fast." "You seem a bit nervous about all of this." My thought fo a milasec: Which choice are you going to make? Do I, laugh and tell her no, its just you want to make sure everything is perfect OR admit that I AM nervous? Choice: "Yeah, I am." I move from my seat, let my couselor take a look. "Now hit the submit button." "Why? Your at the computer." "It is your life." "OK. OK," my thought for another milasec: Wow. I am about to send… Continue

Added by Gianina Horton on October 25, 2009 at 8:02pm — 2 Comments

Prison

I cried the other day and I hated it and for hating the way I felt I hated myself I'm torn. I am all over the place contorted and frayed. I feel like apart of me is disappering but I'm scared because I don't know which part it is, I'm falling. I feel like I've said so many things but someones cut out my tongue so no one heard it anyway. There is a conscience decsion I must make, but there are unconscience barries I cannot break. I dream of simplicity but that would never be complcit to who I am.… Continue

Added by Anita Annan on October 23, 2009 at 5:30pm — 2 Comments

A cute Boldleaders joke:-)

James Bond gets out from his car in front of the Denver Public Library and says: -Hello my name is Bond......James Bond. And my answer is: -Hello my name is Leader.....Boldleader hahahaha...Im sorry gusy its not funny but I found it out when we were on the mentioned place. Not funny but cute:-) Enjoy it:-) Have a good day!!! Continue

Added by Brigitta Balogh on October 19, 2009 at 5:30pm — 3 Comments

carryon

I haven't been writing a hole bunch...but neither have any of you, so nevermind So I want to be apart of the project but I feel like I'm being bombarded by all kinds of other jobs (except for the ones that pay..thats another story though) Its like I'm the perfect scapegoat for super stressed out adults. why can't I just say no? NONONONNONONONONONONONONONONONO...tis a nice ring but anyway I'm teaching a DIY revolution class next quarter for my senior project. This should be good. Now people wi… Continue

Added by Tori Lyn'ne Maddux on October 18, 2009 at 9:49pm — 4 Comments

Contemplations of Unworthiness

I realized tonight that I've been hurting a lot lately. I've been avoiding the fact that I do, but that doesn't mean it isn't true. Isn't always in the back of my mind. I hate that it is. More than anything. I hate that I let myself to succumb to these negative thoughts, that I'm letting little things run the way I think about myself. But I have to admit to it. I have to be able to say that I do let those thoughts consume me. I've always struggled with being a perfectionist, feeling like I can… Continue

Added by Alex Wood on October 17, 2009 at 12:22am — 7 Comments

My project !

OH, finally i figured out what will be my project....it will be about voluteering... helping out the teatchers...teaching children english... so I will need your help sometimes... Continue

Added by Nikolas Rybar on October 14, 2009 at 7:13am — 5 Comments

"Failure Is The Lack of Action Not The Action Lacking"

The biggest struggle I have is not with teachers, family, friends, school or the whole world for that matter, my biggest struggle is with myself. I constantly judge myself, rating all my actions and measuring how they were done. After a conversation, when I am done with homework, how my attitude was during the day, if I am living bold, if I used my voice I try to see if I am living life up to my own standards. I feel like I get away from just living life and go to living life in a certain way.… Continue

Added by Cody Michael Broncucia on October 11, 2009 at 11:15pm — 7 Comments

I'm in love with you guys....

so....TORI'S SLEEPOVER WAS AMAZING!...I'm not gonna go in to detail of what exactly we did....but I was so excited to be going in the first place...with how crappy September was for me, I desperately needed to be around you guys....and the fact that Tori decided to open her house up to us, was so sweet, because she just wanted the house to feel homey and and have her friends there....but anyways....I want to thank Gianinia, Gianina's brother, Cody, Anita, Akeem, and of course Tori....for b… Continue

Added by MaShawn Searcy on October 4, 2009 at 12:03pm — 7 Comments